Suppppppppppp! Nyahahahahas! Im back to me suckaaaaas! ;DD Have not been posting lately cause' im lazy too. School's starting soon iloveit but in the same time ihateit. pffft. Bear with me people this post will be kinda lame. Here it go.

Friday

Brother took result and his points is 17. Not sure if he's going to ITE or Sec 5 but i hope he goes to sec 5. OKAY THIS IS LAME! -.- HA! HA! At night had Dinner and Dance. All i did was eat eat eat to released my stress out. Dint enjoy much cause' i still cant believe what had actually happen. So dint take photos AT ALL. Can you just believe that? Sheeesh -.- And the MC is damn horny.

Saturday

Nothing much. Had religious class. We had this really funny conversation with the 5-8 years old.

Ustadzah Hani : Skrg kiter ckp pasal puasa sunat.

Aniq(8 years old) : Cikgu puasa kener sunat? Tapi sayer dah sunat tau. Nanti sunat bnyk2 hilang pulak..

Me : HAHAHAHAH! Otak kau!

Ustadzah Hani : Puasa sunat ni bukan kener sunat. Puasa tuh mcm kiter puasa biaser lah cumer puasa sunat setiap hari Isnin dan Khamis.

Me : Abeh kalau org tk sunat tk bley puasa lah?

Faeez(6 years old) : Wahhh, kalau gitu sampai besar pon sayer tknk sunat lah jadi tkyah puasa!

Me : HAHAHAHAH! Kau giler? Nanti maken panjang lah bender tuh! HAHAHAHAH!

Raqi~ Aniq's small bro(5 years old) : Ustadzah? Setiap hari isnin dgn khamis kener sunat?

Aniq(8 years old) : Aper lah adek nie. Kalau kau sunat setiap hari Isnin dan Khamis, hilang lah burung kau!

Me : OI ! Yang korang ni kecoh2 pasal sunat tk sunat ni kenaper? Kiter berbual pasal PUASA sunat. Bukan SUNAT hari2 lah..tk sunat tk puasa lah..puasa sunat ni untuk mendapatkan pahala lebih ataupun biler kiter nk bayar hutang kiter semasa kiter tk berpuasa di bulan ramdhan di sebabkan kiter saket ker..uzor ker..atau aper2 yg disebabkan kiter tk boleh berpuasa. Fahaaaaaaaaaam?

All the little kids : Ohhhhhhhhh. Fahammm. *giggles*

Ustadzah Hani : *smiled* haiz..bertuah betol budak2 nie.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH! See how adorable and cute they are! At last aku jugak yang explain kan. HA! HA!

Today

Just staying at home doing absolutely nothing. Well not exactly nothing. Brother is out and i'll be going out at 3 to meet somebody. Momma? No idea. So yeah. Thats all. Ive outta words. Chaoz!

 

HYPER COUSINNNNS! ;DD

Heyy(: Today was uber funn. Basically went shopping with all-time-hyper cousin FARINAH. Hey babe, be strong and stand up for your own rights alright? I believe one day you will. Im always here if you need a listening ear. Afterall were cousins righttt. Hehh. So mum gave 200$ for some shopping spree. And i spent like..141$ for three damn thing! Hahahah. tsktsktsk..linalina..spent 76$ for a pair of boots and two dresses for 65$. I wanted to take the picture but that clever farinah took wrong plastic bag. shitzx. Farinah bought a pair of heels for 45$ andand a dress and two skirts for 55$. She's too saving for her $. That girl(; Then went to eat at simei. And it was cheaaap. Ate Mee Soto, Chicken Rice and Chicken Noodle cause we were damn hungry. Went our separate ways at around 7+. That was my day. Tomorrow having momma dinner and dance.

me: ibu adek tknk ge

momma: alah, wasted lah. your abg all pergi i even invited wak yah and wak ijah fam so you have teman.

me: hello ibu, in state of depression here? i just broke up with somebody..

momma: adek tkkn dany jadi penghalang nyer? *hugs me* im sad for you but life has to move on maybe dier perlukan a better girl.

me: *crying* tapi adek sygkan dier..

momma: nobody can love you as much as i do.

momma: see what you father did to us? now he left us tngk kiter happy pon..

me: ibu i didnt know you were strong enough to let bapak go..

momma: and i didnt know you were strong enough to let dany go.

me: put a big wide smileeee ((:

So now im still thinking whether i should go or not. Life's getting steeper and steeper each day i wake up. Haizz.. okayy people im gonna stop here. Byee(:

Sorry if im not myself today. Give me time yeah.

XOXO HERLINA

It hurts inside.

I had to say the truth even if it kills knowing it. Youve made it clear for me that you aint coming back even if i was the last drop of water and youre dying out of water. I dont want you to regret having your ways turn and end up receiving nothing. I dont blame you for my absence later cause' i know youre doing this cause' you have to. Im letting you free from my clutches. Time flies too fast till we cant even see whats happening to our r/s and now i hafta go. I'll be back to my own self when i think im strong and ready enough to move on with my life. But no matter where you are or how far we are, i'll be the first one to be rescuing you from any dangers youre facing even if i hafta die for you..even i have to swim from seas to seas, walk for miles and miles and miles, survive in a forest with full of hungry dangerous animals i'll survive through every obstacles to be with you. Its just so unbearable seeing you go. Life has to move on and i hafta keep moving forward but baby, its gonna take a real good long time for me to move on without you. Im ready to face anything thats gonna come later and im gonna face it on my own. Youve lost somebody and i know that youre gonna lost me forever..that is why youre letting me go and im letting me go out of you. When I looked over my shoulder knowing you would be there, i know youve left me forever. Im sorry if this happens. Thanks for the memories weve been through together. Youre the best boyfriend ive ever had. Baby, i need you to read this so you would understand me.

 

XOXO HERLINA ; i love you daniel iswara

 Suppppp homies! Time check: 2:32AM Anddddd..im still W-I-D-E awake. pfft -.- I hafta wake up early tmr because needa go to school for the camp dry run. wtf? Think twice before waking up. HA! HA! Okayy, so yesterday went ecp with Dewi and hellyeah it was fun! I miss that girl and Dewi i like your haaaaair! Haha! Okay so im not gonna elaborate much. Yesterday was just fabulous(: Gossip Girls haahh? Hahahah! Pictures are up thereee. Look how weirdly cute are we. awww..haha, drop it bitch! Okay so ive got nothing to talk about now. So ima gonna let the pictures do the talking. Chaoz!

 

notice: even a scarfed girl can be wild. kan dewi? HA! HA! inside secret. shhh..

SLEEP LAH SUCKAAAAAAAS! NITES! ;DD

I MISS THAT PATHETIC LOOK!

Supppppppppppppp homies! Fcuk, i actually missed being IN school and OUT of school. pffft. And& i miss how i pathetically looked with my BIG uniforms and& small skirts(due to my size, HAHA!) withwith my white school shoe and the short tie we use to wear every monday for the freaking damn hot assembly and lame/horny/boring lessons we go through every single day :D I miss last year memorable yet very rough times. HAHA! Classmates should know hah. The endless fights between me and Fariz, stupid push-ups punishment by THAT TEACHER. And priceless laughters with 2/5. Dang, i miss 2/5! I hate next year. Fcuk the class -.- Btw people, the school cleared the lockerrrrrs! Fcuk them lah!! CB! My cca uniform is like inside the locker for freaking goodness sake?!! Too bad if they throw my uni away i dont have to attend cca. Hahahah! Assholerrrrs! Enough about school lah ehk. There's still like about 3 more weeks till school re-open. So shut the fcuk up about school. (: So today momma's coming back from her overseas with idk who and she's having her leave from work from today onwards till next week. WTF?! pffft. But on the brighter side she's taking me to orchard to find shoes and bags and alotalotalot of accesories! Yaaayy! \m/ Hahahah ;DD Okay people im outta words and im dying of boredom -.- Going out with ayu tmr to ecp? Hahahah, No! Sentosa! Freak, i miss that girl. So im gg out with her tmr! Hopes mum give me to. Then on wednesday got the dry camp run an its at 730 in the morning. Shit. But luckily he wants to take me and send me homeee(: Cause' we're going out afta that. Yeaaaaaaah! After a rough fight, and wow you tricked me bastard. Okay bitches. Im out. Chaoz!

mat sialan: ey babe, sorry uh pasal adek gua. dier memang gitu ah. lu takyah buat2 kecoh ah. kiter settle gini jer k. gua mintak maaf ah.

me: HAHA! ey mat, awak piker senang per nak lari gitu jer? ge mampos. aku nak adek kau payback. dier berbual maner punyer besar per. lawan ah.

minah sialan: ey abg dahlah biarkan ah si dekni.

me: EY MINAH! NAK LAWAN, LAWAN 1 ON 1 AH! TAKYAH BAWAK MAMAT LAEN! PUKI TERMASOK PERRRRRRRR!

eda: HAHA! AHAH SIOL! GE SURUH MAMAT KAU NI ISAP SAMPAI TERKLUAR BALEK!

minah sialan: FINE AH! AKU MINTAK MAAF! K?! KAU MENANG!

me: HAHA! jahanam babi sundal! takot paaaah? tuh lah, nak maki aku pakai puki2 ehk ah amek kau.

eda: dah bagos kiter tak maen mak bapak kau! SIALAN!

mat sialan: k ah dah ah. takyah buat kecoh ah.

eda: jager2 ehk, we'll be back bitch!

me: hahahahh! minah puki kentalan babi sundal jahanam dah chollll! bye suckaaas!

So what if i sound like a bitch or a minah? I am still not a coward bitches! And i speak up for my rights and my friends!

Sing Along People! Hahahahah!

Second post for the day. Nyehehehs. Btw, check out the video up there. Its hilarious + cute! Hahahah! Ohh btw people, i got something to say. Sorry but this will be very disturbance to some of you. If you guys think this is lame then get your ass out of my page bitch. So here it goes. Btw its malay in language. So if there's some kpo ah lians and ah bengs which wants to know what's the meaning then go find out from your malay friends.

Okay people, i deleted this post cause' she actually apologises. EVENTUALLY she spologises. Wowww, betol nyer minah kental siaaa! Hahah! For those who reads the original post, TOLDCHA SHE'S A COWARD ;DD  

So people thats it. Let me just remind you lah kayy, dont act big if youre not. And please lah, if youre still in the name of PRIMARY SCHOOL, then just shut your mother fucking mouth up bitches! I hope that sucka girl reads this. Chaoz!

White Tea Ginger Spa Pleasure ~ x'mas pressie from momma

Suppppppppp homies! Its saturday and i hate saturdays. pfft -.- But looking at the brighter side, today's my last psle exam for my religious classsss! Yessss! But its arab -.- Im just hoping ill pass this exam and could be promoted to sec 1 not sitting with short so immature very talkaktive yet cute kiddds. And when i say kiddds is small and shorter than me. Get that in mind bitches. Okay so actually i shud be preparing to go religious class now but well its not a normal school isit? Haahh! So yesterday was just a normal friday. I was supposed to meet him BUT!! cb, he's heading to tampines with that ah beng trevor. Hahah ;DD So on-ed lappy and NatN wanted me to accompany her to school to buy her school books. And LUCKILY im wearing my p.e t-shirt cause' students without uni are not allowed to enter the school. I saved your day NatN! And people, guess what! Technicals students book the price does not even exceed 100$!! o.m.gee, i am so pissed off with nat when she just brought 100$ and her books just cost 91$+ and my books is like what..300$+?!! Haiya..what to do ART STUDENT MAAAH! Hahahah!  So after that went to NatN's house to put her books and we're off to inter. At her floor i was like, TAUFIQQQQQ!! MY ADIDAS SANDALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! HAHAHAHAH! I want them back suckaaaaaa!!! ;p OKay drop it bitch. So when i reached home, Farinah was there!! o.m.gee at last i have someone to entertain me!! So we went out buy stuffs like idiots. Then at night went out again buy stuffs again. Haahh! Its fun being with your long lost uncontacted cousinn. But sadly she went home at night. Hahahah! Gd luck without your prepaid cousin!! Yeah, she cant live when her prepaid's empty. ;DD Okayy so now ive got nothing to tell ya about cause' ive been eating and watching The Ultimate Spongebob Spongebash!! Hahahah!! Okayy enough laughing yo. I gotta go now. Bye bitches!! Chaoz!

Oh btw my momma bought me that Spa thingy. She bought it for like 190$ and idk how to use it. Shud i throw it away? Hmm..

The uber saddening nighhtt..please people hold up your tears. HAHAHAH! (actually english lelaki ni berkecai nak step masaleh konon so i edit2 kasi sedap siket ;DD)

tt special someone: hey.

tt cute girl(haha me lah bodoh!) : oh hie.

tt special someone: erm..abt that text msg..

me: oh dont worry im okay. im fine.

tt special someone: prasan nampak? nono, why did you send something like that? you know i love you angel.

me: i know, its just that..i wanna make you happy.

tt special someone: happy? i never have been happier before i met you.

me: *crying*

tt special someone: why are you crying shortypie..

me: something been bothering me. its like i hafta end this r/s!

tt special someone: shhh..baby, i understand how you feel.

me: what do you mean?

tt special someone: its ok if you wanna end this r/s cause' i believe fate will bring us back together.

me: promise? *sobbing*

tt special someone: ehk bodoh ni fate lah sayang!

me: okok..bye i hafta go..

tt special someone: dont cry. i hate hearing you cry.

me: ok then. bye..

tt special someone: dont cry. i hate it ok. so we're over.

me: yelah bodoh! i get it i get it! hehh.

tt special someone: gudnyte..ily bby..muaah..

me: hangs up the phone. (bastardd! haha!)

phone rang again..

tt special someone: lina i said i love you..

me: i love you too. bye..

tt special someone: bye..*sobbing*

so i cried in my rooooom! uhhh..after a million tears...my phone rang..AGAIN.

tt special someone: *crying* *sobbing* baby, dont leave me. i need you, i love you.

me: hey! *crying* i wont okay! i love you too. i was wrong! im sorry..

tt special someone: no, i shud be the one saying sorry, i broke ur heart i made ur tears flow out bcos of me i broke our promises and i make u upset baby, i wish i cud cure ur incurable heart that i broke. im so sorry.

me: hey, ure tired go to sleep ok?

tt special someone: no, i wanna be with you. *sobbing*

me: you are already with me..

tt special someone: i love you.

me; i love you too. hehh. dont leav..

tt special someone: i wont i promise. lets msg ok?

me: ok.

tt special someone: i love you shortycutety.

me: i love you too hunnybunny. bye.

Yeapp, there it goes. My one in a lifetime love storyyy. If you think its kinda lame or all those negative comments that youre gonna give, then take your eyeballs out bitch! Chaoz!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SUPER CANDID PEOPLE ;DD

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MOCHA / DC PEACE OUT ! nyahahahs ;p

SUPER CLOSE COUSINS ;DD

DAMN IRRITATING YET SO CARING ONE & ONLY BROTHER I HAVE :D

 

Yo whats up homies! Hahahas, woahh i sounded so sadd on my previous post but well life has to move on bitches! ;DD Today was uber funn. AWESOMEEE! Like finally i'm out with my long time no see cousin. O.M.GEE, i miss her damndamn alot since the last time we met like 3/4 months ago? Thats longg. tsktsktsk.. camwhored with her and if youre wondering why is there my brother at my last pic cause' i bumbed into him =.= I miss him. Ive been staying at my dad's and he's been staying at mum's so yeah we're kinda separated these holidays. I miss the lame fightts ); Haaah! Okayy so firstly we went Bugis Street haha! Planned to get some pedicure and manicure since it only cost 10bucks. SUPER CHEAP I KNOW (: BUT!! something stop us. My friggin $ is left at my mum's so i only brought 30 &and i still needa buy other stuffs. Haiyo..stupidd. But at last i didnt bought anything at all!! CB -.- Only did hair extension. Hishhhh!! Wanted to go p/m but the time the time! Hahahahah! Wanted to watch new moon but people, i just cant stand to sit there for 2 damn hours(isit?) lookin at edward's and bella's so-not-hot face -.- Okayy i sound bimbotic dont i? Alright stop it lina. Alright then had lunch at Banquet ate Chicken Riceee. Damn im super hungry that time. Then had dark chocolate drinkk. Yummy \m/  Actually we dint do much shopping cause' money's left at home and so is aryanty's money. pffft, that clever girl. But we are sure to have an outing again! And this time real shopping!! Okay people my legs are cramping and i came back bringing home fever (: But ima strong girl so im still hyperr. Hehhh ;DD Currently chatting with Irfano and fatanah and asri. KecohKecoh! Hahahah! Okayy people peace out. Chaoz!

i still cant believe tabitha's out. singaporeans now go for looks. pfffts.

Im sorry babyy i hafta do this. I dont even know why i send that text message. Maybe its time for us to go our own separate wayys. You dont seem to be interested in our r/s. You told me once, you want it to be perfect. Look, there's no such things as perfect r/s. Life isnt all sunshine and buttercups. But a happy r/s is a real thing and you deserve a happy r/s. Not this one. You dont hafta leave. I'll get the door myself and step right outside. I remembered the feelings we shared when we first fell in love. When it was impossible to look at each other without smiling. Just spending time alone together was the perfect night. And the animal attraction between the two of us was white hot. We were happy together once but can we be happy for another time? I dont know what else to say to make you mine and be yourself again. Babyy, i cant make you love me when you dont. I was a fool to believe that you loved me. I was stupid falling for your promises wasnt i..i never wanna let you go cause' i know youre the answers to my prayers. But i was wrong. Wrongwrongwrong all the time. You made it look so perfect but it wasnt meant to be. Its time for me to be strong to hold back my tears and keep moving forward. I hafta bear living without your hugs, your kisses and your love. I leave it to you to make the decisions. But babyy, before you made any decisions think about it carefully. Our love was strong at first. The way we used to cheekily giggle and played around with each other, the way you hugged me when im crying and the way you used to suddenly kissed me when i talk too fast. Isit already gone? I dont think so.. You loved me dont you? I love you too but youre making it hard for me for us. Why do you keep saying goodbye? The flame is already burnt out why will you want to light it up again?

Every tear has it own reasons. Every smile has it own seasons.